okay, so I'm a few days late but I just now read this... ohmygod. I'm so sorry for you. I mean, I cried my eyes out reading this and I never met him... I can't imagine what it's like for you.
I remember when you were deciding whether to get him or not. You knew what a huge responsibility it would be, how having him depend on you would change your life... and you did it you took him in and you lived up to your responsibilities to him perfectly. You did well by him. You loved him. You took care of him through everything.. and when it was time, you let him go. Honestly, he couldn't have hoped for a better companion. I don't know if that helps right now, but it's still true.
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Date: 2006-10-30 06:51 am (UTC)I remember when you were deciding whether to get him or not. You knew what a huge responsibility it would be, how having him depend on you would change your life... and you did it you took him in and you lived up to your responsibilities to him perfectly. You did well by him. You loved him. You took care of him through everything.. and when it was time, you let him go. Honestly, he couldn't have hoped for a better companion. I don't know if that helps right now, but it's still true.
>:D